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Saturday, October 21, 2006

I'm back

Today, i came home from work super early. Imagine reaching workplace at 9 and finishing at about 1130! So weird cos i normally oni get to eat after 1...

Anyway, that's not the main point.. Main point today is WOMAN!! Dun understand them though I am a female.. Here's my first story..

On Wednesday, as I was on my way to school for a test, I saw an accident in the bus. I was sitting quite near the door and some "obasang" was behind me so I could actually hear what they were talking about..

It was like this: A motorcyclist was lying down on the road and his motor was near him but it was slanted in one direction. Police officers were also there. They had a police car with them too. A few of the policeman looked at the injured motocyclist while the other was looking at the other side of the road..

So, after the bus passed that accident, the women behind me were talking about.. Here's an extract:

Woman 1: Wa.. The motorcyclist seemed to be seriously injured.
Her friend: Mus be the police chase him then he quickly try to flee.
Woman 2: Ya lor.. But the police sure correct de..

All of us witnessed the same thing.. But, I didn't interpret so much from what I saw.To me, it was just purely an accident in which the motorcyclist lost control of his bike. But the obasangs really can elaborate so omuch based on a less than 1 minute scene.. Women are really imaginative ( I think that is why they always feel that their husband has mistress).. Perhaps I'm saying tis now. But whu knows in the future I would be like them.. Hahaz.. But nw, I'm defintely not like that..

ANyway, story two is about my supervisor. Can't stand her. On the first occasion, when we met her to show her what we had done, she said that it was wrong. However, my fren showed her a sample and she said that it was okay therefore we only changed the content of the use case diagram and followed the rest exactly the same. When I told her that, she said that we didn't show her the one which is similar to what we did.. I was like "WHAT".. But, no point arguing with her.. Second incident was ytd.. She told my fren that wasn't supposed to be a meeting. But the fact was after our meeting that day, she asked us when to meet up. I simpy said whenever she's free and she herself told us friday and now she claim that she was waiting for us to make appointment with her.. ARghhh.. Reali u noe.. A little pisssed offf man.. That's why I said I don't really understand women..

- posted by LinGal @ 6:30 PM (0) comments

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

No LiFE

Hmmm.. Today's kinda weird cos usually, I will be quite busy (work or doing sth).. But today, after sending my fren the stuff for fyp, I'm bored.. Therefore decide to login in and blog again..

However, I was stuck in this screen for quite a while cos i duno wat to blog cos my life is so bored!!! Everyday, everything I did is a routine.. Wake up at 7 plus (Except monday and wed), get ready for sch/work, den walk to the destination, sat dere abt 5, go home, eat, bathe, read newspaper (or play games or use lappy) and it's bed time again.. Lolx..

Will stop here now cos reali no "inspiration" to write.. Will be back when I have the inspiration..

- posted by LinGal @ 4:01 PM (0) comments

Fondue for u? I wan it, I wan it not.. Lolx..

Hmmm.. That's wat I feel like eating right now.. Duno y these feel days always eat and feel like eating chocs, esp fondues.. The other day (tink 3 weeks ago?), a grp of ppl in my sch actuali sold tis. But, because it wasn't mix very well, it doesn't look so appetitzing. However, I was quite tempted to buy until my fren said sth.. This was the conversation that took place:

Chris (seller): Come and help me buy lei.. (she was pleading with us for quite a while)

SN: U all want?

Chris turned to Stella..

Chris: Stella, buy la...

Stella: Ask her (turn to me)

Me: It seems that it isn't so smooth like those in Giant at IMM,,

Stella: Can eat or not? (turns to Chris)

Lolx.. She was so straightforward! And the rest of us remain silent and "siam" quietly..

Morale of the story: When you want sth, get it first before someone make a comment as it may affect yr decision..

Anyway, will be back tml to update some more stuff.. Heez...

- posted by LinGal @ 12:33 AM (0) comments

Thursday, July 13, 2006

It's been a long time since I blogged..

LOL.. I had actuali stop blogging for a few months and here I'm back again.. I m so stressed recently.. All bcos of my FYP.. haiz.. but compared to most of my friends, I am considered quite fortunate.. At the very least,I hasn't had any ugly arguements with my team mates.. But I was kind of pissed off ytd when one of them asked me to send the project to them when I have not completed.. And it was like after I was quite irritated by my teacher who hurried me.. I hate people hurrying me.. If you just rush thru ur work, what kind of quality is tat? it's not a top notch quality.. Perhaps I may be a little petty, but I certainly feel that when you are doing your work hurriedly, it couldn't be a very good quality work (unless u r damn gd)..

Anyway, quite a lot happened these few months.. It's reali terrible when things dun get in ur way and tat there are many problems affecting u in one way or another and it's making u frusrated.. Financial, family, etc u name it and i haf it. :'(

Lucky I am a optimistic person.. So, I tried to maintain my happy look, which means that I still had to crack jokes and laugh despite my problems though I nearly broke down ytd and today..

I've already mentioned what happened ytd (and to add on to that, I was actuali doing my presentation when I received the IM frm my fren..). ANd today it's cos I already going bonkers after helping so many of them to troubleshoot their FYP and having left little time for myself. And I cracked a lame joke and laughed quite hilariosly.. Everytime when I laughed like tat, I know that I can't take it anymore and I was just trying to relive myself of all the frustrations.. All of a sudden,tears welled up in my eyes.. And I controlled myself... Lucky me.. Else, I would be damn embarrassed.

- posted by LinGal @ 1:28 AM (0) comments

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Pissed..

I hate it wen ppl wake me up frm my slp, irregardless of the reason. I received a call today frm my sch when I was slping.. U noe, i was abit blur, still in the sleeping mode.. But I had to take tat call cos it was impt..

The PC called me to tell me that the FCM I had chosen is not available.. WDF.. I mean like tml's the first day of lesson for the module that I wana take. And they actually let us noe oni wen it's the last min.. Worse, I was only offered 2 choices.. And I don't tink both appeal to me. But I had to choose one no matter what..........

What I'm pissed off is the sch's decision of letting us noe last min.. It's like at least they could inform us earlier so tat we can select another module. We had so many weeks of hols and during tat time they shld already finish assigning us the class.. AND THIS STUPID LAST MINUTE THING IS REALI A BIT RIDICULOUS.

Haiz. But i cud do nth except to vent my displeasure here.. hope the module tat I selected jus nw won't turn out to be so bad..

- posted by LinGal @ 7:53 PM (0) comments

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

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Didn't blog for quite a few days cos nth reali happen.. Nth reali worth mentioning.. Lol.. Anyway, my fac for the project like very ks lor.. Nw stil hols and she wan us to meeet up with her.. Haiz.. I m so broke le still ask me go out and take the damn ex train and buses.. Haiz.. Wish i had more $$$$$...

- posted by LinGal @ 12:15 AM (0) comments

Monday, March 27, 2006

So tired of living.. Wish i weren't in tis family..

So sad today.. Nt day, i mean nite.. Was told tat my dad wanted to cal up my aunt y did i go to work so early & return hm late.......

Obviously, till now, he still dun trust me.. I have to start work before 9.. Is it too early to go out at 815? And sumtimes i finish class at 6 plus, so i will reach hm at 7 plus. Is tat too late?'

I'm reali getting tired and upset.. I've shed much tears cos dad doesn't trust me and feel that I'm going elsewhere, etc since secondary sch days.. Even if i reali did tat, i m already so big. Can't i haf my freedom? If he's so upset that i haf to go out so early, then he should earn more money or at least find a job instead of staying at hm most of the time. HE tinks that i love waking up at 730. Given a chance, i rather slp till aft or best stil dun wake up at all.

Sumtimes i wonder y am i in such a family..

Dad is so suspicious and penniless.. And yet he's so fussy abt job.. he wans a job tat pays more. but he's already quite old.. feel that he shld jus get a job wif say pays 1000 until he gets a better offer. at least tat 1000 wil lighten mum's load..

Mum is alright but she plays majhong everyday.. she didn't spend time wif us or at least stay at hm for 1 day once a week to rest.. Sometimes i didnt even c her for one week plus..

Bro- Got no comment. I know he dote on me and my sis but doesn't show it. ANd hopefuli, he reali turn over a new leaf and don't create any more trouble.

Sis- Sumtimes I jus can't stannd her.. She always claim tat she's stress by teachers in sch and at hm, i stil keep forcing her. But, isit too much to ask for since she's watching tv for one hr and she oni starts doing her work at 8? Wasn't i stress wen i was in secondary school days? I was even worse cos of dad.

After crying jus nw, i felt better. but i can't go on like tis.. if tis continues, i m afraid i wun be able to take it anymore..

haiz... i jus hope tml wil be a better day..

- posted by LinGal @ 12:31 AM (0) comments

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Was i wrong?

Had a huge quarrel wif my sis earlier on. We ended up crying.. But i didn't sob out loud like her.. Tears rolled down my cheeks after that..

This was what happened..

My sis was lazing ard despite me asking her to bathe.. Finali, when my maid asked her nicely to bathe, she was pissed off and commented that we are very irritating. HELLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO, it's already 8 plus and she heaven done her homework or bathe. ANd she wants to watch the 9 o clock show.

I told her off and she argued that we are forcing her too much. She went to the toilet and she kind of vented her anger on the toilet seat. I shouted:"If you're nt hapi, don't bathe!"She was so rude to haf replied"Shut up la"

I controlled my anger and went to take a shower. While I was in the toilet, I heard her slamming the door to show her displeasure. I was further annoyed when my maid told me that my sis asked her to get out of the room.

I opened up the room door and straightaway asked her what's her problem. My sis kind of me gave me the attitude prob and didn't even look at me. I pulled her earphone away and shouted at her.

"Can you all don't force me to study always? In school all the fucking teachers are like that. At home, you are also pushing me. U know how stress am I or not?" was her reaction and she burst into tears.

"I'm not forcing you but you have to be automatic. It's like 8 plus and u gona watch tv at 9. I'm jus asking you to put in 45 min of hardwork before you eatch tv. Is that too much to ask for?" I barked.

"Can't I just rest for a while?"

"Rest for a while? You came home at 2 plus. I already let u rest till 8. Not enuf rest?"

"I'm not like you- having a one month holiday and you can enjoy. You can play with your computer all day. But I can't."

"During the hols you did enjoy urself also. You played and watch tv all day long."

My dog was frightened by the commotion and ran to my maid. My maid then say "Ok la, jie>"

I went out of the room but while I was walking out, my sis told my maid to close the door cos she doesn't wana see my face. WDF!! She was damn idiot. I went back to the room and continued shouting at her, claiming that if she finds sch so tough then quit. She claimed that I wldn't understand. C'mon. I was once a secondary sch student and I've been thru it. Hw can I dun understand the stress? Once again, she broke down and said you want to force me till I die right?

"I'm nt askin u to study till u die."

"Last time bro didn't force you to study. Why must you do that to me now?"

"You are my sis. I care anbt u. I dun wan u to flunk your exams and get scolding frm mum or dad."

"Enuf la jie," my maid stopped us again.

I left the room and went to the living room. WHile holding the papers in my hands, tears rolled down my cheeks..

Was I wrong in asking her to put in some effort before she watches tv? After alll, she had abt 5 hrs to rest before that..

- posted by LinGal @ 2:36 AM (0) comments